Nick, I am certainly aware that you are concerned about your personal cash flow now.  As you said, "I'm going broke."  That is a strong statement.  
Joan Kearns, our investment manager, could help us here.  She could help you see whether or not this offer really makes sense from a financial point of view.  Your finances are your own personal business, but I would like to help any way I can.
I brought you into the company because I wanted you to be successful.  I would have never recruited you if I didn't think you had what it takes.  I'm approached at least a dozen times yearly by people who want to join our firm.  Ninety-eight per cent of them never get an interview.
We are in a down market, and we have to reposition ourselves to take advantage of the skills and experience we have.  I still believe you can succeed.  Oilfield Service Corporation will always represent a good book of business.  Even cut in half to $150,000 per year, that is a good base to work from.
Lindsey Clanton also mentioned "life circumstances."  Sometimes it's just not possible for a deal to come together.  If that's so, please let me know that.  If you're more comfortable working in a larger organization with a monthly paycheck, you must let me know that.  I would understand. Several of my consulting clients have gone back into corporate life simply because they preferred the big company feel.